:D ! Heyyyyss!!

Um, today going to play badminton with Friends... And well, some ppl backed out :( but about 12 ppl coming so yeah, still quite okay..

WEll, urmgh. Nothing much to say kept listening to Superman by Five For Fighting. It's pretty good... Well, i think imma head to Mei's house soon... And my mom gone mad and got new badminton shoes....$79!! So ex... Never gotten anything this expensive before..All my stuffs second-hand :( Anyways, gtg
Tatatata
Crystal

9:51 PM; unforgotten.Y

Hey,Hey...!

Sorry. Never update this blog for almost a year, actually yeah, i think it is a year. Anyways, since i'm on the computer all day. I've decided to bring life back to this dead blog.. Imma start with the stero-types . Just look down and you'll understand . Copy and paste this on your blog (blod the ones that describe you! Have fun!

I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a ditz
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I'm HAITIAN so I MUST eat cat.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be sexy.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm a GAY RIGHTS SUPPORTER, so I WILL go to hell.
I'm a CHRISTAN, so I MUST think gay people should go to hell.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm ATHEIST so I MUST hate the world.
I don't have a RELIGION, so I MUST be evil and have no morals
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE (or used to take) ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore...
I'm a DANCER, So I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore
I wear SKIRTS a lot, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth or emo.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals
I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a "big one".
I'm EGYPTIAN, so I must be a TERRORIST!
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATER & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be a player.
I have Big BOOBS, so I MUST be a hoe.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I must be a Nazi.
I hang out with GAYS, so i must be GAY TOO
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be greedy
I'm HAWAIIAN so I MUST be lazy
I'm PERUVIAN, so I MUST like llamas
Im a STONER so I MUST be going in the wrong direction
Im a VIRGIN so I MUST be prude
Im STRAIGHT EDGE so I must be violent.
I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly.. or crazy.
I'm BLACK so I MUST love fried chicken and kool-aid.
I'm a GIRL who actually EATS LUNCH, so I MUST be fat.
I'm SINGLE so I MUST be ugly.
I'm a SKATER so I must do weed and steal stuff
I'm a PUNK so I must only wear black and date only other punks
I'm ASIAN so I must be a NERD that does HOMEWORK 24/7
I'm CHRISTIAN so I MUST hate homosexuals.
I'm MIXED so I must be screwed up.
I'm MUSLIM so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm in BAND, so I MUST be a dork.
I'm BLACK so I MUST believe JESUS WUZ A BROTHA
I'm MORMON so I MUST be perfect

I'm WHITE and have black friends so I MUST think I'm black too

I'm GOTH so I MUST worship the devil
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love watermelon
I'm BI, so I MUST think every person I see is hot.
I'm an ASIAN GUY, so I MUST have a small penis.
I'm a GUY CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be gay.
I'm a PREP, so I MUST be rich.
I don't like the SUN so I MUST be an albino.
I have a lot of FRIENDS, so I MUST love to drink and party.
I wear tight PANTS and I'm a guy, so I MUST be emo.
I couldn't hurt a FLY, So I MUST be a pussy.
I support GAY RIGHTS, so I MUST fit in with everyone.
I hang out with teenage drinkers and smokers, so I MUST smoke and drink too.
I have ARTISTIC TALENT, so I MUST think little of those who don't.
I don't like to be in a BIG GROUP, so I MUST be anti-social.
I have a DIFFERENT sense of HUMOR, so I MUST be crazy.
I tell people OFF, so I MUST be an over controlling bitch.
My hair gets GREASY a lot, so I MUST have no hygiene skills.
I'm DEFENSIVE, so I MUST be over controlling and a bitch.
I'm a NUDIST, so I MUST want everyone to see my boobs.
I read Comics, so I MUST be a loser.
I hang out with a FORMER PROSTITUTE.. So I MUST be a whore myself.
I'm TEXAN so I MUST ride a horse
I’m a GOTH, so I MUST be a Satanist
I’m a CROSSDRESSER, so I must be homosexual.
I draw ANIME so I MUST be a freak.
I am a FANGIRL so I MUST be a crazy, obsessed stalker.
I WATCH PORN so I MUST be perverted.
I'm an ONLY CHILD so I MUST be spoiled.
I'm INTELLIGENT so I MUST be weak.
I am AMERICAN so I MUST be obese, loud-mouthed and arrogant.
I'm WELSH so I MUST love sheep
I’m a YOUNG WRITER, so I MUST be emo.
I’m CANADIAN, so I MUST talk with a funny accent.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST ditch my pregnant girlfriend.
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST love hockey and beavers.
I'm DISABLED, so I MUST be on Welfare.
I'm a FEMINIST, so I MUST have a problem with sexuality and I want to castrate every man on the earth.
I'm a TEENAGER, so I MUST have a STEREOTYPE.
I WEAR A BIG SUNHAT when I go outside, so I MUST be stupid.

I like BLOOD, so I must be a VAMPIRE.
I'm an ALBINO, so I MUST be an evil person with mental abilities and is A MURDERER!

I'm ENGLISH, so I MUST speak with either a cockney or a posh accent, love tea and cricket, and have bad teeth.
I’m WHITE, so I MUST be responsible for everything going wrong on the planet: past, present, and future.
I don't like YAOI or YURI, so I must be a HOMOPHOBE
I’m not the most POPULAR person in school, so I MUST be a loser
I care about the ENVIRONMENT...I MUST be a tree hugging hippy
I have a FAN CHARACTER, so I MUST be an annoying Mary-sue.
I CHAT, so I MUST be having cyber sex.
I'm PAGAN so I MUST sacrifice babies and drink the blood of virgins
I'm PAGAN so I MUST worship Satan
I'm CONSERVATIVE, so I MUST be against Abortion
I'm SWEDISH so I MUST be a tall blond blue-eyed lesbian.
I'm a LESBIAN so I MUST want to get with every single girl that I see.
I like CARTOONS, so I MUST be IRRESPONSIBLE.
I like READING, so I MUST be a LONER.
I have my OWN spiritual ideology; therefore I MUST be WRONG or MISGUIDED.
I am WICCAN, so I MUST be a SATANIST.
I DISAGREE with my government, so I MUST be a TERRORIST.
I am a WITCH, so I MUST be and OLD HAG and fly on a broomstick.
I love YAOI, so I MUST be GAY.
I'm a PERSON, so I MUST be LABELED
I DON'T CURSE, so I MUST be an outcast
I like GAMES, ANIME and COMICS, so I MUST be childish
I'm SWEDISH, therefore I MUST be WHITE.
I SPOT GRAMMATICAL ERRORS, so I MUST be a pedantic bastard.
I'm GOTHIC, so I MUST be mean.
I’m STRONG so I MUST be stupid.
I'm Australian so I MUST hunt crocodiles and talk to kangaroo’s
I go to RENFAIRES, so I MUST talk weird, be a loser, and not be up with the times
I’m GAY so I’m after EVERY straight guy around.
I don’t want a BOYFRIEND so I MUST be Lesbian.
I'm NOT CHRISTIAN so I MUST just need converting.
I love marching band, so I MUST be a friendless freak.
I DRINK, so I MUST have no life.
I am friends with a CUTTER, so I MUST be a CUTTER too.
I cry easily, so I MUST be a wimp.

tata, for now!Muah!

Crystal
"I AM STILL COMPLAINING ABOUT THE LEMONS!"

7:31 AM; unforgotten.Y

Today last day of school :( goodbye dear dear dear dear dear friends! :( i'll promise you that i'll never forget you even when im like 60! anyways, i overslept siols. my maid never wake me up i didn't bathe just straight away go to school then i ran then my leg like at the knee there tio twisted lorhs. walao damn pain.
i walked like a freak to school...then i sat down then my whole was like paralysed for a while sia.then after that i pushed charlotte then she give that stupid face of hers then say :"Oi! PAIN LEHS!!!" stupid siols. anyways. i was wonderin whether i should like change my blogskin or something. if i want to change, what should i change to? ouh well.. back to the fun day!
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then we tok tok tok...then flag-raising lalala...then i realised that mei never come. i tio shock. she told me she waking up at 5.10am. then now she never come..wth. then after that we all go back to class. then the teacher scold us say we walk into class like a herd of buffaloes! haahah but we sorta are. in the zodiac, we are ox(es). hahahas well im not sure how to spell dude. then mdm cardoza come and told us what to do. then she started reading what class we going to. then me and carmen go to charity and charlotte go brillance and sihui go enterprise and mei go to diligence. my heart drop lorhs...i thought charlotte will go to charity . apparently, she didn't ouh well, then i made the lollipop gang promsie me that they will never forget us. then charlote is like hana hana okok.... walao so rude siols.i bet she will be the first person to forget lorhs. so many things on her mind one. sheesh.. god.
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then after that we go to the promotion ceremony thing then got one hour recess. then the temp form cher keep us back for 5 mins cos of the grp activity and dammit i love that cher siols..really seriously love him man... god. anyways. after recess , we go back to the class of 5charity . then the temp form teacher come to supervise us, then he ask us what is the one thing that we will miss when we go to P6. then the whole class was like thinking of all the funny funny things.. then got one dam funny . jing jie say what he will miss the POPO ROJAK! guy. then the whole class laugh like hell hahaha. then after that, yida start doing the countdown then the whole class started to count with yida then at zero, the whole class scream like hell, then i start screaming WHAT TEAM! then lollipop gang and yi da continue with WILD CATS then the WILDCATS! Get cha head in da game! then yi da shout once a wildcat always a wildcat.
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hahaha fun day. then we all go basketball court check whether tkn gang there then obviously, they weren't there. gosh. then we go minimart. i bought two fart bombs then we go playground hang out. then da jie suddenly say:"sihui, your hair got ant." then sihui started shaking her head then the red ant drop onto her shorts then she got up and started running around the ant drop onto the ground then i got scared so i started running too. then we scream and run, and charlotte was like just sitting there . doing nothing..diao. then after that we tok tok tok. while waiting for mei. then mei suddenly say she cannot go, then the whole gang was like so freaking pissed, cos well, we waited for like one and a half hour. then i go chris house and play comp and dj max, then i go home. then play comp lorhs. that's all! buhbuhbuh-BYE

Crystal

2:03 AM; unforgotten.Y

FAVORITE:
►Number: 5! (there's a reason okay!)
►Color: BLACK!
►Food: Chocolates! makes me fat XD
►Place: LOLLIPOP HEAVEN.
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QUESTIONS & ANSWERS:
Q: What was the first thing you did this morning when you got up?
► Yawwwwwn ~
Q: Do you have anything bothering you
► Yeap
Q: What's the last movie you watched in theaters?
► Money no enough 2
Q. Do you smile a lot?
► YEAH YEAH YEAH.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
► but not to some people.
Q: Where did you sleep last night?
► On Earth!
Q: When was the last time you cried?
► two daes.
Q: What was your last thought before going to bed?
► snorezzzz.
Q: Rate life as of right now, one being bad, ten being great?
► 100000000000000000
Q: What do you hear right now?
► Hate - Plain White Tees
Q: Does anything hurt you right now?
► HIM lo.
Q: What's your favorite month?
► MAY!
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EMOTIONS:
Are you missing someone right now?
► ER, yeah, i miss my gang.
Are you single?
► yeahs.
Are you tired?
► sort of. never sleep for two nites..
Are your parents still married?
► Of courseeeeeeeee.DUH.. x)
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BASICS:►Real name? CRYSTAL LEE.
►Age? 11
►Eye color? Black.
►Male or female? FEMALEEEE
►Single? SINGLE?...
►Smart? As stupid as this quizzzzzz!
►Hair color? Blackiiiiiexz.
►Sweats or Jeans? JEANS
►Phone or Camera? Phone larhhs...
►Health freak? As in very conscious about health? NOT REALLY. but im unhealthy :D
►Righty or lefty? Righty ~~
►SMOKE or Drink? Drinkkkkk.
FIRSTS:
►First best friend? LOLLLIPOP GANG AND MISSY BELLA
►First award? P 2
►First enemy? ISAAC YEO!
►First pet? HAMSTERS,after that,Tortoise!~.
►First vacation? THAILAND
CURRENTLY:
►Eating? yeah, eating the air ^^
►Drinking? Nope.
►Listening to Music YESHHHHH
►Plans for tomorrow? Rot at home plus Holiday classes
►Waiting for? Fairygodmama to fly down & grant me 100 wishes. (seems forever D:)=======================================
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE GENDER:
►Lips or eyes? Eyesssss.
►shorter or taller? Taller of course.
►Romantic or spontaneous? BOTHHHHHH!!
►Sensitive or loud? Loud as in? loud enough for me to hear.
►Hook-up or in a relationship? Don't know lah. =======================================
HAVE YOU EVER:
►Drank hard drinks? wine? Nopiiiiiexz. A good girl like me will nvr. (:
►Lost glasses/contacts? PERFECT EYESIGHT SINCE P1 OKAY!
►Ran away from home? HAHA NOPPIIE.
►Broken someone's heart? HAHA dunno... But i so kind, should be no lah. (:
►Been arrested? HAHA, I'm sucha good girl, of course not :D
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
►Do you like someone? OFCOURSE!~DUH. :P
►Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? REALLY AM!
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1.Have you ever licked the back of a CD to try to get it to work?
Only morons do that right -.-
2. Are you crushing?
SORTA?!
3.Ever been in a car wreck?
Nope. im very careful XD
4.Were you popular in school?
yesh. in a wierd way. (cant blame me. im mentally reatarded)
5.Are looks important?
Sometimes.
6.Do you have any friends that you've known for 10 years or more?
HAHA. no.
7.By what age would you like to be married?
b4 im OLLLLDDD
8.Does the number of people a person's slept with affect your view of them?
OF COURSE LAH. zzz
9.Have you ever made a mistake?
Many many. D
10.Are you a good tipper?
Tipper?i don't think so...
11.What's the most you have spent for a haircut?
100?
12.Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?
Nahhhhhhh.
13.Have you ever peed in public?
If ur talking bout baby times then yesh! IN MY DIAPER! and i cried. XDXD
14.What song do you want played at your funeral?
LOL,isaac to play hey there delelah for me. XD
15.Would you tell your parents if you were gay?
uh. GAY=happy. SO YEAH!
16.Beatles or Stones?
Yuckkkkkkk.
17.If you had to pick one person on earth to die, who?
ISAAC YEO.
18.Beer, wine or hard liquor?
WINE..
19.Do you have any phobias?
YEAH.
20.What are your plans for the future?
HEHE.FALL IN LOVE!
21.Do you walk around the house naked?
Of course not. =.=
22.If you were an animal what would you be?
DOGGGGIE!
23.Hair color you like on someone you're dating?
HEHE, Black. Asians =D
24.Would you rather be blind or deaf?
none.
25.Do you have any special talents?
HAHA OF COURSE. imma singer!
26.What do you do as soon as you walk in the house?
faint on the floor.
27.Do you like horror or comedy?
COMEDYYYY! ♥ Laughing yeahhhh.
28.Are you missing anyone?
Ofcourse, wont tell ya XD
29.If you weren't straight, what would you do to the person of the same sex?
If i weren't straight, I'M STRAIGHT lah. x)
30.Where do you want to live when you are old?
Anywhere with my gang.
31.Who is the person you can count on the most?
Friends!!
32.If you could date any celebrity past or present, who would it be?
JAYCHOU
33.What did you dream last night?
Miss bella.
34.What is your favorite sport to watch?
Skateboarding.
35.Are you named after anyone?
YEAH. a rock.
36.What is your favorite alcoholic drink?
Ey ey ey, good girl like me don't drink alcoholic drinks. (x
37.Non alcoholic drink?
ERM,NOPE.
38.Have you ever been in love?
YEAHYEAHYEAH.
39.Do you sing in the shower?
HAHA sometimes?
40.Would you ever get plastic surgery?
NAH,

4:58 AM; unforgotten.Y

Girl:Im gonna ask you a few questions..and..i want you to be honest.
Boy: Okay..
Girl:Have i ever crossed your mind?
Boy: No.
Girl:Do you like me?
Boy: No.
Girl:Do you want me?
Boy: No.
Girl:Would you cry if i left?
Boy: No.
Girl:Would you live for me?
Boy: No.
Girl:Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No.
Girl:Choose me or your life?
Boy: My life.

The girl feeling hurt and lonely, runs away from the boy.
Boy chases her and holds her, telling her...

The reason why you never cross my mind is because you are always on my mind,
why i don't like you is because i love you,
why i don't want you is because i need you <3,
why i wouldn't cry if you left is because i would DIE if you left,
why i wouldn't live for you is because i would die for you,
why i refuse to do anything for you is because i would do EVERYTHING for you,
The reason i chose my life is because, YOU ARE MY LIFE <3,
I LOVE YOU..

12:56 AM; unforgotten.Y

"I LOVE YOU! I LOVE YOU! " Jeanne's eyes were wide and filled with tears. She was afraid of what he would say to her.
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Jeanne was a nerdy girl with thick glasses. She was a junior in her middle school. She was in love with the hottest guy in the entire school.
And now, she told him that she loved him.

Eric:"Haha! Shut up. Nobody would like you! Who do you think I am?"

Jeanne had feared he would say something like that. She was devastated. She started running. She didn't want to face him ever again. All these thoughts and feelings ran throughout her head. Until, she bumped into something.

James:"Hey, whats up?"

She had bumped into James.

James:"WHAT?! I'll GO TELL HIM! WHERE DOES HE GET THAT NERVE! SOMETIMES, I DON'T KNOW WHY I'M HIS BEST FRIEND! THAT'S IT! I'M GOING TO GO BEAT HIM UP!"

Jeanne:"NO! James! Don't do it! It's not his fault. I was the foolish one to think we can ever date."

James:"But Jeanne!"

Jeanne:" No, it's OK! I should go."

James grabbed her by the wrist as she was getting up. "don't go."

Jeanne stared into his eyes and felt so warm and fuzzy; a feeling she didn't feel for a long time. But, she looked away. She saw in such a long time, it felt awkward to feel it again. And then she gently took her wrist out of James' grasp and slowly walked away from him with tears in her eyes.

James:"Dammit, James! You really did it this time! Jeanne just left you! And why are you trying to hit on her?"

James walked back home with his hands stuffed in his pocket. Thoughts of Jeanne ran throughout his head. He didn't want Jeanne to be hurt by a jackass. He wanted to show her that he loved her. He wanted to show her he cared. But Jeanne just seemed to ignore him. And then, something ran into him. He crashed on the ground and saw Jeanne was on top of him. She seemed to not know whom she crashed into. James smiled.

"Oh, I'm so sorry. I'm very, very sorry. I should have been more careful.. I'm sorry. Can I repay you somehow?"(Jeanne)
"Jeanne", James said, lifting her chin and brushing her bangs. Jeanne looked through his soft eyes and almost melted.
"James..." said Jeanne. Suddenly, she started crying. James was shocked.
" J-Jeanne? What's wrong?"(James)
"I' m s-s-such a f-fool! H-How c-c-can I th-think t-that G-Gyung H-Hoon c-can love me?"(Jeanne)
"Jeanne.. I would not call that foolish.. I actually admire you going up to him and confessing. However, crying about him is indeed foolish. Jeanne, Don't cry about that jerk. Here, let's go to my house. We're right in front of it!"(James)
Jeanne nodded.

James led her to the bathroom.

"Take off your glasses. We need to wipe those tears off." He said with a smile. Jeanne took them off without a word. James turned on the water and wet a washcloth. Then, he gently wiped her tears off her face.

" James.. Do you love me?" James was startled by this comment.
" Why do you ask me that?"(James)
" Because.. it seems like it. Do you?" (Jeanne)
" Haha! Jeanne, you are my friend."
" Oh.. OK. I think I'm not so teary now. Thanks, James."
" No Problem. Do you want something to drink?"
" Um... OK." She followed James out the door.
He handed her a glass of orange juice and they sat down outside on a bench.
" Are you going to be all right?"(James)
" Yeah.. Thanks. But I don't think I'll be able to face him again."(Jeanne)
" When he calls you something bad, just yell my name. OK?"(James)
" OK." she said with a small laugh.
" But what are you going to do when I call you?"(Jeanne)
" I'm going to beat him up!"(James)
" What if everyone starts hating you?"(Jeanne)
" It doesn't matter. As long as the one girl I love is happy."(James)
" Ooh, James! You like someone?"(Jeanne)
" Yeah.. Guess. I'll never tell you until you get the right answer."(James)
" Hmm... is it Amy? She's pretty! What about Lauren? She's nice and quiet. Or is it Becca? She's generous. Or maybe it's Courtney! She's not all that nice though..."

After a few tries, she gave up.

"Who is it? I'm dying of curiosity!"
" Let's see.. she has glasses.. she's in love with Eric, she's sitting right next to me! Jeanne let out a small gasp."
" M-Me?" James nodded. Jeanne almost passed out.
" James! I have declared you crazy." James started laughing.
" Why won't you believe me? I like you.. I want you to be my girlfriend."(James)
" But you're the second hottest guy in school! What if everyone criticizes you for bad taste in girls?"(Jeanne)
" I don't care¦ I told you. As long as the one girl I love is happy." he said, smiling.
" No, really, James. No games this time. All serious.. all right?"(Jeanne)
" Yeah.. I know."(James)
" Oh my god..." Jeanne said, covering her mouth with her hand.
"Jeanne, I just want to be the right guy for you." he said while putting his arm around her shoulder. She leaned against him and for the first time, she felt accepted by someone special.
"But, James! Why did you say I was just a friend before?"(Jeanne)
"Umm! I didn't feel like it was time yet." Jeanne nodded. She knew how hard it was to say, "I love you." She knew how nervous you would feel. And she knew how hard it was to feel the reject.
"I understand, James. I'm just glad you told me. I'll think about it."(Jeanne)
"Jeanne, do you still like Eric?"(James)
"Yes!"(Jeanne)
"What has he got, that I don't?"(James)
"I just don't know! I mean! you two look the same! you guys wear things all similarly! but! I like Eric better."(Jeanne)
"All right! I'll make him like you. He knows he's not going to win in a fight." Jeanne wrapped him in her arms.(James)
"James! I'm all right. You don't have to do all that." And then he wrapped her in his arms.

"Eric, can I see you for a moment?"(James)
"What up, dude?"(Eric)
"It's about Jeanne!"(James)
"Oh no! don't tell me about that ugly! I just barf when I hear her name!"(Eric)
"SHUT UP! DUDE, YOU JUST HAVE TO GIVE HER A CHANCE! WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU?"(James)
"Hey! I have other girls who want me. The least thing I need now is another girl who is ugly and slow liking me."(Eric)
"She's not ugly and slow! She's kind and beautiful in the inside when you get to know her!"(James)
"Wait! do you!?"(Eric)
"Yes! I do!"(JAmes)
"Haha! Then why don't you date her?"(Eric)
"Because! she's in love with a jackass!"(james)
"STILL? Haha! Man, she's hilarious! After I rejected her like that?"(Eric)
"Hey! please! it would mean a lot to me! just say that you at least like her as a friend and apologize for what happened last time. Man, she came running all the way to my house and started crying! She was just! out of control, man! Just tell her that! please?"(James)
"All right!"(Eric)
"You're the best!"(James)
"Hey, Jeanne! I'm sorry for what happened last time. I was sort of tired and grouchy. I wasn't in a good mood. I never wanted to say it that way. I like you as a friend. And I want to keep that relationship. All right?" Eric let out a hand for a shake. Jeanne nodded. She let out her hand and they had a friendship shake, which made James smile.

"See? Eric likes you! He just wants to keep the relationship just as friends! All cool with you?"(James)
"Yes.." she said softly. James took her hand and walked away with her.
"You all right, now?"(James)
"Yeah!" she nodded. "But he only wants us to be friends! because I'm a nerd!"(Jeanne)
"Jeanne! Why don't you ever think about me? You know he's a jerk! Why do you mope around for that! So what, if he doesn't like you! Everyone is different, Jeanne. To my eyes, you are a beauty. You can't always think about him! There are other guys out there for you! Not just Eric and me! I really don't want to see you like this."(James)

"James! Do you really love me?"(Jeanne)
"I don't think I need to answer that!"(James)
They stared at each other for a long time.
"James!" She tried to push him away and he staggered a little.
"Jeanne! answer this for me! do you love me?"(James)
"James, I never intended to be your girlfriend. I just want to be your friend."(Jeanne)
"Oh, I see! you're treating me like how Eric treated you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm way different than you. You don't want to be my girlfriend because I'm better looking than you and you're afraid that people will jeer you because of that. Well, you know what? I don't care about any of that!" And with that, he grabbed her and locked her lips into his. After a while, he moved away.


"Oh, you really do love me!" She hugged him.
"But, Jeanne! do you still have feelings for him?"(James)
"Yes! I always have, and always will."(Jeanne)
"Do you want to be pretty? Like those girls over there?" James pointed to a group of girls. They all had big hoop earrings and what Jeanne noticed was that they did not have any thick glasses like her. Jeanne nodded. She was pretty ashamed about it.
"It's all right, Jeanne. All girls want to be good looking. Even they were ugly once. Everyone is."(James)
"Really?"(Jeanne)
"Sure! I used to act like a girl once. I always thought about my appearance, my clothes, and my hair ; just like a girl."(James)
"Haha! That's funny!"(Jeanne)
"It's good to see you laugh. Now, Jeanne. I'll help you become pretty'. Then will you be happy?"(James)
"I don't know. I've never been attractive in my life.." she said innocently.
"Well, it's time you are!"(James)
"OK! we'll start off with your hair. It's nice and curly. I don't think it's right to put it up in a hairdo or anything. Something needs to go with it. And I have just the perfect thing."(James)
"What is it?"(Jeanne)
"Jeanne! we need to pierce your ears."(James)
"WHAT?!AAAAAAAHHH! OUCH!"(Jeanne)
"Well, that wasn't so bad! right?"(James)
"Yeah right," Jeanne said, rubbing her ears. "James, it's even painful to touch my ears!"
"Then just leave them alone before you get an infection!"(James)
"All right! Geez!"(Jeanne)
"Now, we need to focus on your clothes. You can't always have a blouse with a tight sweater squeezed over it, you know. It looks like our school has a dress code. You should have a tight shirt with a miniskirt. That would look good on you."(James)

"OK! now that we have all the clothes and jewelry, all we need to fix are your glasses. We need contacts for your eyes."(James)
"How are we going to do that?"(Jeanne)
"I know someone who can get us contacts. I knew my eye doctor for a long time. He can help us with it."(James)
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"So you want to give her contacts for these glasses?"(James)
"Yeah. Can you help us?" "Well! the lens are really thick! You must be studying really hard, student," he looked at Jeanne. She smiled and nodded.
"So! will you take them?"9James)
"Yeah, I guess. I really like the design. It can be a display. And whoever wants it, can get it. All right, let's get you some contacts."(Guy)
"That was pretty easy, right, Jeanne?"(James)
"But it's pretty weird not pushing up some glasses every 10 seconds."(Jeanne)
"Haha. But your new blue eyes look marvelous."(James)
"Wait a minute! you got blue contacts?!? BLUE?!(Jeanne)
"Yeah. And the extra pair is just regular hazel... the same color as your eyes."(James)
"I want the hazel ones. I don't want to be a Caucasian."(Jeanne)
"No. Don't you want to be matching with Eric? Eric has blue contacts, too, you know!"(James)
"Fine!" Jeanne pouted. But James knew inside she was happy. He knew he was going to have to let go of her.

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On Monday, James brought Jeanne to school. Everyone gathered around them and agreed that James and the new beautiful girl was a good couple. James put his arm around Jeanne and took her to Eric.

"What up, man? Who's the chick?" Eric asked.
"You'll never know."(James)
"So tell me!"(Eric)
"You want to tell him, girl?" James asked Jeanne.
"Hi! I'm Jeanne." James and Jeanne smiled when they heard him gasp.
"The! the nerdy! nerdy girl?"(Eric)
"The same, Eric! the same."(James)
"Can I talk to you, James?" Eric took James away from Jeanne. "Dude, what the hell is happening here? That's not Jeanne, right?"
"It is Jeanne! How can you live like that? How can you live with one spontaneous idea stuck in your head? Can't you ever think about Jeanne being beautiful and attractive?"(James)
"Well! no."(Eric)
"See? I knew this was a bad idea. But she loves you! Can't you believe that? And I love her! so I'm letting her go to the one jerk she loves. Peace, man," and with that, James walked away. "Good luck, Jeanne." He stuffed his hands into his pants pockets. He tried to stop the tears from streaming down his face. Jeanne! if you love him that much! I'll let you go. I hope that jackass won't hurt you.

"So! You're Jeanne! The one I rejected?"(Eric)
"Umm! Yeah."(Jeanne)
"Well! I've thought about it, but I think I want you to be my girlfriend."(Eric)
"Your girlfriend?"(Jeanne)
"Yeah." Jeanne couldn't believe her ears. Thank you, James.
"So! do you accept?"(Eric)
"Of course I do! It's always been my dream!"(Jeanne)
"Gosh! you have pretty weird dreams! Hey, you look cold. Here." Eric took off his sweater and wrapped it over Jeanne. Jeanne was so happy she was crying. Eric wiped her tears and comforted her.

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After school, Jeanne called James to thank him.

"Hello?"(Jeanne)
" James! Thank you so much! It went so well between Eric and me!"(Jeanne)
"That's! that's great, Jeanne."(James)
" I owe it all to you. Let's go out for lunch or something sometime. I'll pay."(Jeanne)
"Jeanne, I don't think that'll be possible."(James)
" Why not?"(Jeanne)
"I'm leaving! to Korea."(James)
" What about your parents? Why are you going? How are you going? I just don't believe this!"(Jeanne)
"My parents were dead a long time ago, Jeanne. I have enough money to get on a plane to Korea."(James)
" But! what about me? I thought you loved me!"(Jeanne)
"Yes, I do. But you're in love with someone else and I don't want to burden you. I want you to be happy with the one you love and not be pressured by me. Tell Eric that I congratulate him and tell him good-bye please. Bye, Jeanne."(James)

Click!

Jeanne couldn't believe it. She was able to date because of James. She was able to get attractive because of James. She was always comforted because of James! And he was leaving her out by herself in the big, hateful, hideous world. She felt suddenly so scared. She dialed James's number again, but he disconnected the phone. She finally knew who was important to her now.

She quickly dressed into the clothes James had bought for her and ran outside. She was running for dear life to James's house. When she got there, he was right there, in front of her.

Jeanne was so happy she cried out, "JAMES!" He turned to face her. "James, how can you leave me like this?" James looked at her with his soft eyes.

"I'm sorry, Jeanne. I have to leave. My cab's here. Bye, Jeanne." James gave her a peck on the cheek and disappeared into the taxi. She watched the taxi disappear into the curve and watched her James gone! forever. She started crying and crying as if her life was over. But it was! she was now alone in the world, with no one to support her.

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-15 years later-

James came back to America as a successful lawyer. He came back to America in search for the girl he had loved 15 years ago. Everyone in Korea had questioned him. And now that he was back, he was able to search as much as he wanted. But, little did he know there was a problem with that.

"Eric?" James had called Eric. They were in touch the whole time James was in Korea.
" Hey! What's up?"(Eric)
"I came back to America, dude!"(James)
" Oh! Umm! OK!"(Eric)
"I want to ask about Jeanne. Is she all right?"(James)
" You see, James. There's something about that you should know."(Eric)
"I'm getting a bad feeling about this!"(James)
" Well, I guess you can say she's happy and well."(Eric)
"What do you mean?"(James)
" She's with God, man. She's gone."(Eric)
"Haha. Nice joke. I'm not kidding. Tell me where she is."(James)
"DUDE! I'M TELLING YOU! AFTER YOU TOLD HER YOU WERE LEAVING HER, SHE STARTED GETTING DEPRESSED AND GETTING STRESSED! IT WAS HORRIBLE, MAN! WHY THE F*CK DID YOU LEAVE? SHE WOULD STILL BE ALIVE! BECAUSE OF YOU, SHE HAD TO SUICIDE! WHAT THE F*CK IS WRONG WITH YOU, YOU DUMASS JERK! I THOUGHT YOU LOVED HER! I DON'T THINK THAT'S WHAT GUYS WHO FALL IN LOVE DO TO THEIR CRUSH! SH*T! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE. REMEMBER WHEN YOU CALLED ME A JACKASS? You'd better think again.- Click! The phone fell from James's hand. He dropped to his knees in disbelief. He just couldn't believe it. He felt like everything was against him. He felt so angry with himself. He felt like ripping himself up. He wanted to follow Jeanne up to heaven.

For days and days, James didn't eat a morsel of food. He started getting so much stress.


-20 days later-

James was buried right next to Jeanne's grave. His tombstone read:
R.I.P.James Park
1980-2005

THE ONE MAN WHO LET GO OF A WOMAN AND LOST HER.

2:46 AM; unforgotten.Y